The goal is simple - we thank Hussie for everything he’s done for us. For all the updates, all the people he’s met, everything he’s had to deal with - for making Homestuck. He made something far bigger than he could have imagined. I think it’s time we thanked him.
Everyone who reblogs this will have their URL added to a text file. At the end of April it will be emailed to him along explaining that these are all the people who want to personally thank him for what he does.
Let me introduce you to one of Sam Winchesters biggest fears. Monsters. It’s the reason he wanted to leave hunting in the first place. To leave behind the door his father had opened that led to creatures lurking in the night, ghosts, shape shifters, demons. These things terrified him beyond anything. And to hear Dean say he was a monster was probably the last straw for him. I mean look at his face in the bottom gif. That nodding of approval because he thinks so low of himself now, those teary eyes and the turn of his head because he can’t face Dean, knowing he’s become the one thing he feared all his life… the one thing his family hunted all his life. The brother he’s always looked up to, tried to grow up like, believes his a monster.
Yeah but look at Dean too. This isn’t just Sam hitting rock bottom just to have it hit back. That’s Dean having to once again be the rock bottom for his little brother. The first gif? The way his eyebrows are cocked, the way his eyes are already watering, his shoulders are up, his face lax and begging… you know damn well he doesn’t want to. He’s even shaking his head slightly from side to side, a subconscious “nonono.” That’s because he knows Sam, he knows him deeply. He was the one who took CARE of those monsters, and even when Sammy didn’t know about them being real, he did. He raised that kid and he knows every fear he could have ever had in his childhood and telling him he’s something they hate? That they hunt and kill? That he’s something he’s always been fucked up over, from there and back again, in so many ways?
That’s why when he says it, when he’s pushed there, he shuts down. His emotions go right back under a wall when he sees Sam give up on himself, and on him in the same moment. His jaw is clenched, note the visible muscle, and he swallows down what he’s feeling. Swallows against a possible sob. Because Sam just lost everything because of him. His shoulders even relaxed, that’s a mix of getting everything off your chest, and going back to things he’s learned his whole life from Dad, and from Hell, and from everything. If it hurts, shut down and hide because it’ll pass it’s okay. Just go with the flow, and let everyone else get it out because you can’t do anything. He’s readying himself for Sam to take it out on him like every single person he’s ever known has done. Whether it’s by beating the shit out of him, or giving up on him and walking away. He might not even see that Sam right there and then is giving up on himself, so much as he sees that Sam is giving up on him for not believing in him. That he’s failed Sam because he couldn’t just go with whatever he wanted anymore.
Dean’s a failure, Sam’s a monster, that’s his world and that’s all he sees anymore.
mertherjohnlockthedoctor: Are you in love with Dean or what?
Can angels get possessed? I don’t know how else to explain you on tumblr answering this shit.
Cas and Dean make a deal of their own.
Dean makes a deal
Fuck Yes. ♥ My Crowley.
Dean looking feral
IT WAS A SKINWALKER. I WAS PROTECTING PEOPLE.
Hilarity ensues. Murder, mayhem. You know the drill
Oh my god I couldn’t give less of a shit while I hold Crowley back from killing Balth. HAH.
dragon con is getting off to a gREAT start.
ME AS DEAN AGAIN YES AN ACTUAL PICTURE. HI CAS. ♥
Friday, Dragon*Con, Supernatural photoshoot.
Kneeling Crowley is me, pointing the Colt at a Dean who is holding a knife at me.
I’m stabby Dean with the knife! \o/ Hi Crowley. Thank you for asking if I was okay!
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